Abdirizki1984

when someone feel ignorance, sometimes he feel teribble moment. its pretty clever enough to understand somehow and trying to kill the taste. honestly, i have enough troble for what ive done. start at the first time since i studied in unnes. live alone without any family in here. semarang with a lot of complecity makes me gettin worst. love a goddess in my class and try to start to relationship and i dont know till now does she love me or not. her name is dewi kurniasari. she start first, in 18-09-2002 by sending me a message. after then i try to get her heart and in the reality i knew that she had a lot of fans and i could mention couple of her fans such jurotun, hidayat, our lecturer, sugeng, ali. i dont know why i really fallin love with her, because i realize that she so perfect. pretty, smart, understanding. but the times shown to me that she not belong to poor guy like me so idecide to ended this first love. especially after kkl moment in jogja which make me to backward from this lovin journey. sugeng try to fugure it out of relationship between me and her. then she tell to someone that iam just big mouth and tellin the lies. that all rigt if she hurt my heart so she could to find another soulmate. we juast fire and water in class. where i sit in the front she must be inthe back sheet. if she in the right position i try to take a sheet in left side.